What a difference a year makes...

A year ago today... almost exactly to the hour... was the worst day of my life.

Today... in comparison is the very best day.

What a difference a year makes.

I wouldn't have wished to go through it, of course - I would never have wished it on my worst enemy... A year ago today I felt like my world was crumbling. My dreams had come to a screeching halt. I was drowning in tears of unfathomable sadness. Today, I feel such unexpressable joy when I gaze upon my son's sweet sleeping face. I know the best is yet to come. I remember... I always will. I love this child of mine so much. I also know he wouldn't be possible without the loss of my first one. it's bittersweet to say the least.