Sunday, November 04, 2007

Back together again....

I'm far too tired to post a real update from the weekend.... but we had a great time eating, sleeping, just being together. You know, like enjoying a leisurely 2-hour-long dinner.... and a lazy Sunday, with no responsibility.

But, with all that - at times, we still missed Travis terribly. When I got up to pee in the middle of the night... he was not there in the bed next to us, sleeping peacefully. He wasn't there at breakfast, enjoying his pancakes, and complaining loudly about the 15-minute wait.

How funny, that once upon a time, and for many years - we were this young couple... selfish, carefree... and now we're suddenly parents. There is no magic switch you can shut off... now it's always there, no matter what. And, yes, we did miss our boy. The void was there, obviously, cause damn, was it entirely too quiet.
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Wendy said...

I totally know how you feel. It's so hard. We just went to a wedding and left Timothy for the first time with Grammy. The girls go over all the time but I haven't been able to let him go without me. It was only until midnight but still... I missed him and worried. I called about every hour. He was fine. He even took his bottle without freaking out. It was nice to get out and have a adult conversation, a glass of wine and dance with my husband. I am glad you guys had a great time. What a great way to celebrate 10 years!

Jamie said...

I knew I could find a way to annoy you long distance. You've been tagged. The info is on my blog if you want to play along.