Changing sizes

Today I go get fitted for my bridesmaid dress. My friend is getting married in June. I hope they will have to take in the dress a LOT by then! :)

It's pretty, at least, although the model - of course - is a skinny beotch....



So, my "smaller" jeans I just bought two weeks ago are starting to get looser on me. They are a size 18. Ugh. I hate typing that. 18. I was a size 2 at one point in HS, but I had an eating disorder then. That was unhealthy, obviously... When I got married I was a 12. I can live with a 12. I was "healthy looking" and I could pretty much shop anywhere I wanted to. An 8 sounds better, though.... a nice single digit... sigh... I'll be the same person, of course, there will just be less of me!